November 2011
Smiling Down
dearoldlove:
No matter how great the euphoria of a new relationship, when my smile calms, I just miss you.
No Future
dearoldlove:
We do have history. I’m just not sure that we will have a future.
Memorable Lie
dearoldlove:
All we were was a lie. You’d think that would make it easier to forget us. Surprisingly not.
Missing It
dearoldlove:
I don’t keep my phone on loud and with me at all times just because; I keep it on loud and with me at all times because I’m afraid the one time I don’t have it with me you’ll text or call and I won’t get to it before you change your mind.
Toughest Part
dearoldlove:
The toughest part about mourning the loss of you is the silence. There is no access, no words to say out loud to anyone. I feel this pain alone.
Unsettling
dearoldlove:
The whole time we were together I felt like I was settling. So how did I end up being the one whose heart broken?
Just Don't Wanna
dearoldlove:
It’s not that I can’t let you go, I just don’t want to.
PASAWAY
“Desiring another person is perhaps the most risky endeavor of all. As soon as...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (via creatingaquietmind)
Even After
dearoldlove:
Truth is, I hoped we’d get back together even after you met her.
First Worse Choice
dearoldlove:
He’s better than you in almost every way. Yet I’d still choose you.
More Lonely
dearoldlove:
I was more lonely with you than when I was actually alone.
Big Hi
dearoldlove:
I hope you have an idea how that ‘hi’ on Facebook chat dragged me back to square one at getting over you.
